ok dont know what to say thought if i just try to write bout it then it may help, never has before so im probably wasting my time.i dont understand why people feel like they have to lie bout the smallest lil thing or biggest thing its much easier on everyone around you if u just tell the truth from the start..does me no good to tell this person what i think cause ive already talked to her and so have other people, I am not gonna say what I have found out but He needs to stop all these lies

guys think were really stupid when its them that are being stupid they think if they hide shit we wont find out

This bitch name Lindsey just send this to Gabe on myspace
Gabe
Hey there babe, what has been up? I haven't talked to you in awhile, and I just wanted to make sure everything is ok. I am sure that you are just really busy at work, and too tired when you get home. That's cool.. I was just dropping in to say hey and that I will probably talk to you later tonight!
Love you
Lindsey



and he thinks I shouldnt be pissed whatever I know he lied about them being JUST friends its plain to see
well a friend dont call another friend Babe what he thinks is gonna happen with 3 people he can get Lindsey
to do it couse for now on that is over with nomore thinking about that or doing it ... he wonts to play games with me and get away with it and think I know nothing about it well try harder couse I know what your doing



Staind - Everything Changes lyrics
Everything Changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Its 6:34 am and I am up I have not went to bed yet
I may need to stay up couse April and Shea are comming over I have to go with April to get some more things when we go to Orange Beach Friday I really wished Gabe could go its gonna suck I guess he is scared of what I would do to him HAHA Its gonna suck couse he wont be there which is gonna have me wondering what is he doing... I dont think he will do anything while I am gone I hope anyway I really need to work on this trust thing I am tring to but its hard..When you think everyone is gonna fuck you over its hard I hate Stevie for doing this its his damn fault he treated me like shit and I think its gonna happen everytime

I was talking to Shea after he left and told her some things I made her promise not to tell anyone
not even him but I am sure why I am gone she will call him and tell him But I am starting to feel things I know I should not be feeling yet and this shit scares me he thinks he knows but he has no idea yet he would really run than. when he is on the phone or if were talking on yahoo I almost told him that I loved him 4 times and I caught myself. I dont want him to do to me like he did that other girl I told Shea that but she said to tell him you might be glad you did yeah right I dont know what would happen if I did tell him
I need to ask him what would happen if I ever did what would happen which I may know the anwser to that but I guess it wont hurt to ask I may ask him

Well I am gonna go April is here

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party. You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!

SO FAR IN '06 I HAVE...

[ ] broken a promise
[ ] made a new friend
[X ] fell in love
[X ] fell out of love
[ ] done something you swore never to do
[ ] lied
[ ] stole
[ ] went behind your parents back
[X ] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[ ] hidden a secret
[X ] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[X ] kissed in the rain
[X ] slept under the stars
[X ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[X ] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] drank yourself retarded
[X ] lost someone close to you
[X ]been to the hospital
[ ] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[X ] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[ ] given up something important to you
[X ] talked on the phone all night
[ ] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[ ] made a change in your life
[X ] found out who your true friends were
[X ]made a total fool of yourself
[ ] met great people

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? I dunno


2) Are you happy with where you are? not really


3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yeah but I will try not to next time


4) Have you ever had your heart broken?yes


5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? cheating is never ok


6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? no or lied either


7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yeah a long time ago


8) Do you want children? someday


9) How many?2


10) Would you consider adoption? maybe if that is what we both wanted


11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? just tell them and hope they dont play you for a fool


12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? no but i should


13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? dont play games


14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yeah


15) Are you romantic? I try to be


16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
no

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
I dunno


18) Do you have feelings for someone right now? yes


19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? yeah


20) Have you ever broken a heart? I dunno


21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?I dunno


22)What would you say about your last ex? I aint got no use for him


ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND REPOST AS:
**22 RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS





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How was everyones Easter mine was ok .. It could have been better just family and friends came over that is about it oh and we had to hide the eggs for the kids it was fun ... Our Family just aint the same without my Great grandmother gone she was the rock that held the family together I guess you can say ... that was the day my life changed July the 14 will always be the hardest Month for me Dont know if I can handle it this year

Have you ever dated a guy for so long and you didnt even know who he was
well I did I dated this loser for 3 years and didnt know he was a sex offender
I even posted him on the Dont Date Him Girl website pic and all also that he is a sex offender *

look for Stevie Kitchens on this site
http://dontdatehimgirl.com/






His sex offender info
http://www.icrimewatch.net/offenderdetails.php?OfndrID=21943&AgencyID=53840


I was drunk and fuked up the whole 3 years dont know what I ever saw in his no dick ugly ass ( yes you heard me HE HAS NO DICK LOL (not really but you get the hint) I hope he rots in hell (





Name: Kitchens, Stevie Ray Reg. No:
2978
Aliases:

Age: 34 Sex: M Height:
5.06 Weight:
180
Race: Caucasian Hair:
Brown Eyes:
Blue

Address:
104 Valley Cove(Click to view map)

Graysville, AL 35214

Scars/Tattoos:
Scar on R_eye ( )
Comments:
Second Degree Sexual Abuse. Victim was a 16 year old female.( He is sick he needs to be shot)

Just got back from taken my dogs to get their shot . I have this headach that seems to not want to go away .I have been having these damn things lately .My Birthday is comming up soon which is gonna suck big time ... Your Birthdays and any other hoilday aint the same when your single at leasst their not to me so I could care less if they come or not ... I am still tired didnt get enough sleep last night have alot of things on my mind.
I am not gonna tell you know who about the stuff I was gonna talk to him about dont think it will even matter .... guys can be a dick at time I hate them at time ... I wonder why we even waste our time at times I dont trust so easy anymore it is not his fault its Stevie
well i am gonna go my head hurts from thinking I will post later might post the letter I wrote him but it will friends only so if I dont know you good you wont be able to read it dont wont just anyone reading my journal

never mind aint gonna write him any letter i am over him